December 2009
23 posts
i hate liking someone who likes someone else, and...
how dense can you be
i want to stop taking medicine. so that i'm so sad...
i sometimes hate everything around me.
you have no idea what you do to me
in the best way
i have a security blanket.
i hate being this fucking fat.
i want to go some place where they'll take care of...
i don't want to do anything that makes me hungry.
everyone thinks i'm so fucking confident.
that i know what i’m doing and how to act and that i know who i am. but i have no fucking idea. i fake things. and people never notice. and i don’t even notice. i always try to be someone i’m not. because i have no idea who i am. and who the fuck are you to say that i know how to handle myself? i’m dying here. under this shit. fuck it all. because i like to pretend things...
i do a lot of things i hate.
i hate eating.
if i could be anyone in the entire world, i'd be...
i'm so fucking sick of people giving me lectures
i spent the whole weekend high, then i went to...
and everything was so fucked up. i was so confused.
like, what is this, reality. since when did you start coming into my world.
gtfo. i don’t want/need you here.
but i was so confused and uncomfortable today.
and i felt like i was going to puke all weekend.
maybe i have the flu or something.
i don’t know.
what the hell
I like to smoke weed.
since my friends often cancel on my, i'm going to...
fuck the people that try to hold you back.
i am nihilistic.
FUCK THE WORLD.
i think i am a good person.
the drugs i do have nothing to do with it.
because i don’t hurt anyone whilst intoxicated
i don't want people to tell me what to do.
they want me to be happy.
and they condemn the use of drugs.
i don't regret anything.
i broke a lot of promises.
and a lot of people’s trust.
because of my drug use.